10/12/11

You Never Were



I don’t know how to give up,

I don’t want to let it go.
But when it’s time to grow up,
I want to grow into a good, good girl.

It never was my story,
You never were my fairy tale.
So I have to give you up,
So I have to let you go.

It never was a game,
It never was a trap.
I tried to be good,
I tried to be bad,
But it didn't work,
I never had you.

It never was my story,
You never were my fairy tale.
So I have to give you up,
So I have to let you go.

All I got- a lost heart,
A empty space in my soul.
So I tell goodbye once more,
So I try to give up and go.

It never was me,
I never made you real
I tried to be good,
I tried to be bad,
But it didn't work,
I've lost you.


I don’t know how to give up,
I don’t want to let it go.
But when it’s time to go on, baby,
I’ll give you all you need.


It never was my story,
You never were my fairy tale.
So I have to give you up,
So I have to let you go.

All I got- a lost heart,
A empty space in my soul.
So I tell goodbye once more,
So I try to give up and go.

It’s You I’ll Give Up Next Time I Wake Up


i have only nightmares
and the days I fear
even when you’re next to me
i have only fear, my dear

all trapped in the smoke
life spent in the cold 
 it all smells like fear
all I had is gone, my dear

you smile and joke
when I’m sad- you poke
but you don’t see it
I’m  already gone, my dear

but my nightmares never will leave me
my nightmares will never fear me
it’s you I’ll give up
next time I wake up

She's the Pearl


She has been sleeping for a while
She is really dead, dead inside
She has been left there to lie
In the pile of forgotten life's

But it's not over, said and done
While there is someone who's gonna try
Kill the dragon, save the girl
Make them remember she's the pearl

He really believes he's the prince
The one who'll run though fire
The one who'll fall down deep
Wake the princes from her sleep

But when the dragon is just a drug
He can try and he can fight
But we know she's long time gone
Taken over by the night 

Will You Stay?



We slept all through summer
Got day by day dumber
But now it's all over
Looks just like a books cover
And I don't know how to say
O, baby, will you stay?

I would love to sent the world to hell
If only it wouldn't leave the smell
And when the piling is all done
I fear you'll be the one who's gone
And I don't know how to say
O, baby, will you stay?

I could let it all just to be
But I know it's not what you want for me
So I fight the day, I fight the night
I believe, I think I just might
Still, I don't know how to say
O, baby, will you stay?

A Little Lie




you told me a pretty lie
you told me you’ll gonna try
 never let me go
never let me cry

you made me believe
when the sun is gone
when the day is over
you’ll gonna try

love was never my game
I didn’t even aim
and when it’s cold
you told- you’ll ganna try

the sun doesn’t make me warm
you don’t make me smile
you gave it all up
you didn’t even try

/K.River/

10/2/11

Asins krāsās viņi Tevi sauc


Bungām rībot, zeme rūc. 
Viņi gaida, viņi Tevi sauc.
Vai dzirdi manu dēl,
Jau kalna galā vilki kauc.
Tie alkst tava auguma,
Tie alkst tava kautruma.

Bungām rībot zeme trīs,
Vai dzirdi- ir jau laiks!
Cel zobenu iz vecās lādes,
Būs spēkus izsmelt ļauts.

Pludini asins krāsu veļā,
Griez pēdējā jaunkundzi dejā.
Mājup doties šoreiz nebūs lemts,
Ir nolīdzis Tevi vai pats velns.

Pludini asins krāsu veļā,
Koši dosimies ceļā,
Lai naidnieki mūsu drosmes bīstās,
Lai saimnieki gulstās mums līdzās.

Bungām rībot, zeme dūc.
Viņi gaida, viņi Tevi sauc. 
Vai dzirdi manu dēl, 
Ir laks. Viņi pēc Tevis kauc!