1/17/13

Gaidot viņu


Es skatos uz baltu sienu,
Atvados ar savu sievu,
Dzirdu viņu sakām- ar dievu.
Mazas sienas visapkārt,
Gribās striķi vidū pakārt,
Bet ne šodien, 
Jo ciemos nāks Viņa.
Jā, tieši šodien,
Nāks ciemos Viņa,
Mazā, baltā halātā,
Atnesīs man pavasari,
Svaigi grieztā salātā.
Un man paliks nedaudz vieglāk,
Vismaz līdz krēslai, 
Pirmajai vakara vēsmai,
Kad mēness mani biedēt sāk.
Šodien atnāks Viņa,
Es to jūtu krūtīs dziļu,
Jā, es zinu,
Es gaidu viņu..
Sevī dziļu..
Nu jau mūžību...

1/3/13

Never Want to Love a Man


Never want to cry again
For love that never was
Never want to miss again 
Songs that weren't mine
Never want to feel again
Your hands break my heart
Never want to love again
A man who could just leave

With the days that pass
I know love is never bad
But the pain it brings
Will never kill a soul like mine
And if I have any power to control
I will never love a man
Who can sing songs of love
And still be dead cold inside

4/6/12

Don't Need Your Pink World


don't sugarcoet it, my dear
it's not pink clouds what i need
when it smells just like blood
don't tell me it's gonna be okay

to fly free is not an option
but i don't need a clean world
it's my chose to fight and bleed
don't need you to say it's fine

i don't need your little lies
don't need your safe plan for a life
this world is dark
this world is mine

it's not a pink world that i need 
not a nice fairytale to call a life
so keep it to yourself
this world is dark and it's mine

3/29/12

Only Flames Can Set You Free


I will set you on fire
I will let you burn
There is nothing left for us
I had to burn it all
I know  it hurts, honey
But only flames can set you free

I’ll let you die in slowly pain
I can’t help you anymore
You are just a pile of dust 
You’re nothing to me now
And I know it hurts, honey
But I have to set you free

And when the flames take your heart
Remember it was your own chose
Never blaim me for the pain
Never for all that’s lost
It were your screams that made me
Burn it all to set you free

Only flames can set you free
Only fire can make me forget
You were my everything
Now just a pile of dust
I just have to let it burn
Only flames can set you free

3/18/12

Just For You


I will do it all for you, my love
I’ll even grove my heart cold
I’ll freeze to death just for you
There is nothing I wouldn't do
For you and your love, my dear
I’ll learn to fight the demons inside of me
Like the black night I’ll stand and I’ll fight
I’ll kill the dragon that makes me dough your love
I’ll learn to breathe the flames and never say it hurts
I’ll do it all, I’ll do it all just for you

12/13/11

Be My Superstar


Between the city lights
There is always a place to be
With the smell of booze in the air
With crazy people all-around
Fill your glass, free your mind
Let your demons dance tonight
Shake like you don’t care
Like you don’t give a fuck
Let’s get crazy, let’s get wild
Let’s be superstars tonight

Now pick up your glass
And drink with me
Be my little bitch tonight
And dance for me
Be my crazy, be my wild
Be my superstar tonight

Between the sweaty bodies
There is a place for us
Put your masks far away
You can bet the bitch tonight
Just get loose of all you got
Free the being that you are
Move your body like you don’t care
Like you don’t give a fuck
Let’s be free, let’s get drunk
Let’s be the stars tonight

Dirty dancing on the flour
Move your ass trough the door
I’ll make you smile, I’ll make you scream
I’ll give you all that you need
Just be the wild thing I know you are
Drink, dance, just get loose
Be my superstar tonight

10/12/11

You Never Were



I don’t know how to give up,

I don’t want to let it go.
But when it’s time to grow up,
I want to grow into a good, good girl.

It never was my story,
You never were my fairy tale.
So I have to give you up,
So I have to let you go.

It never was a game,
It never was a trap.
I tried to be good,
I tried to be bad,
But it didn't work,
I never had you.

It never was my story,
You never were my fairy tale.
So I have to give you up,
So I have to let you go.

All I got- a lost heart,
A empty space in my soul.
So I tell goodbye once more,
So I try to give up and go.

It never was me,
I never made you real
I tried to be good,
I tried to be bad,
But it didn't work,
I've lost you.


I don’t know how to give up,
I don’t want to let it go.
But when it’s time to go on, baby,
I’ll give you all you need.


It never was my story,
You never were my fairy tale.
So I have to give you up,
So I have to let you go.

All I got- a lost heart,
A empty space in my soul.
So I tell goodbye once more,
So I try to give up and go.